unpredictable

2012-03-11T00:49:00.002+08:00

gosh. i wanted to sleep since 12am. but i got so addicted to running man that i cant wait to download all of them! hahaha. i watched quite a few episodes this afternoon cos boy was studying and having his IPT. apparently it is some kind of new system where you can pass your IPPT easier. hmmm. we shall see.

running man is really entertaining. and really addictive. okays. at least for me. haha. you nv expect the artists to be so rough and desperate and silly in the show. guess thats why it is so entertaining.

knew that boss is leaving in may.

2012-02-11T00:31:00.002+08:00

was just going through the list of the blog links i have on the left bottom of the page. realised that almost all links are inactive already. habits do change over time yeah? work keeps us busy. other activities keep us busy in a way or another. oh well. everything changes over time.

2012-02-10T19:31:00.002+08:00

Is it possible not to compare and compete within the same department? After the past 2 days, I feel so crappy. I seemed so slacked. Keep finding excuses and slack while others are taking initiatives and working work. Cold calling actively. Following with potential cases. Trying to establish relationships even though its not a potential deal. What I'm doing? Cold calling checked. Not that much. Following up. Hmmm. Not that actively. Let alone trying to establish relationships.

Just reported the number of cases that I'm working on. The team has a couple. I do have a couple. And my couple is like two while others is like 5 and above? I may sound as though stressing myself out. But I guess I dunno how else to feel. Esp when there is someone who is in the same team,same level of experience. I doubt no one can confidently tell me that he or she wouldn't compare the 2 of us. Sighs. I just gonna buck up I guess. I'm not as knowledgable. I'm not as sociable. I'm not as decisive. Its really like zzzzz. Just needed to rant I guess.

2012-01-06T18:40:00.002+08:00

My first post for the year! Happy new year! :)

Was thinking of setting new year resolutions for myself. But come to think abt it, will I even stick to it? Or maybe I really need to jot down something and complete it? Well, one thing for sure, this year is gg to be a steep learning slope. What is going to learnt at work wasn't taught in school. Human communications. Testing ur knowledge. Learning to work under stress. A lot of other skills required. Its really getting out of comfort zone!

2011-12-30T08:40:00.004+08:00

Xmas is over alr. It was a pretty quiet one. Cousin had left us. Maybe its a good thing for her. Popped by her fb and saw how much support she got from ppl ard her. And many remembered her as a cherry, supportive and obedient girl. Always there for her friends. That's just her. Though its short, but I guess she lived her life to the fullest. Its heartbreaking to see her go. But this may be the easier way for her. She had been so strong for so long. She needs a break. She doesn't throw her temper. She's fighting all along. Honestly, I doubt I will be able to be as strong as her. I hope she is happy where she knows she belongs. Misses.

2011-11-29T08:49:00.002+08:00

After working, its like my life has become so boring. Nth much to blog about. Sad sia. Haha. Anw my house is undergo-ing some renovation. Or maybe not some. Quite a major one. Cos my mom is taking the opportunity to replace all tiles and those cupboards which she didn't bear to throw away one by one. Now its like one throw, everything goes also. Haha. I hope the house will look nice! Okays. No need hope. I think it will look nice! :)

Brother is coming back from europe alr! And I have done nth to his business account. Ssssshhhhhiiiittttt. Its like project deadline nearing like that. Haha.

Just lost a tuition student. Cos I increased her fees. Haha. Now I have less income alr. Saddddd. Or maybe after my probation I can close many many deals! Hahahaha. So optimistic in such a pessimistic economy. Haha. But, I will continue to hope. Please roll in,money! HUAT AH! Haha.

2011-11-19T08:08:00.003+08:00

Just a simple post to say I love my friends! Though there are times I neglect u. I still care. :)

2011-11-12T08:15:00.002+08:00

Wanted to blog abt this ydae but was far too tired to do so. So shall make use the time on the train to work. Yes. It is sat and yet I'm working. But it is gg to be like this only for 5 weeks. After which it will be back to normal 5 day week!

Ydae seems like good date to be engaged or married. Personally I knew of 2 ladies getting engaged. Feel happy for them and wonder what's the feeling when someone propose to the other. I really felt the happiness for my friend. It is just a tweet with a picture and it totally shocked me! Like omg! Mel is engaged?!?! So sudden?!?! Haha. Can totally imagine her grinning from ear to ear den slowly appreciating her diamond ring. Hahahaha. Second friend who is engaged. I believe there are more to come. Already secretly listed down those potential ones. Hahaha.

Visited my cousin ydae too. Fighting against a really tough diease. And yet when some of us went to visit her, she still remain cheerful. That's just her. Really hope she will tide over this soon and be all healthy again.

Was telling boy abt my random thoughts why can't there be just happiness on earth? He replied: without sadness, we wouldn't know what's happiness. So true..

2011-10-07T21:31:00.002+08:00

Just attended a gathering with the department. Make me wonder and think. Many things going through my mind. Random things. Unhappy things. One most impt question I asked myself. What's good abt myself? Sad that I couldn't answer it myself.

2011-08-31T18:46:00.003+08:00

Woooo... It has been a long time since I blogged already. Basically I'm lazy to blog too la. Everyday return home bathe eat and watch show. Who knows after doing all these, its like 9 plus 10 liao. Den also lazy to blog la. Now I'm blogging on the train using BB! :) got cheated by my student. Last min cancelled tuition. Now taking the super long way home. Tired.

Anyway, currently I'm at my second rotation for my trainee program. Foing consultancy and research. Ya research. Totally not my cup of tea. But still have to give it a try la. Luckily the colleagues are fun ppl. It does matters a lot. Cos at least sitting in office doing research is not that bad lo. Haha.

Yet to receive my evaluation form from my mentor. Really wonder how he assess me. I hope there are some good stuffs. I know confirm got bad stuffs one. Haha. Maybe he might tell me tml during my viewing with him. Hmm. I really wish I can be like him.

2011-08-14T22:27:00.002+08:00

fell sick over this weekend. yes. again. shucks. after 2 months of work. fell sick twice. i feel so weak sia. haha. neighbour has noticed a funny trend though. whenever my mother is not home, maybe out for cruise or oversea, i will fall sick most of the time. and now they call me the yang ou girl. hahaha. anyway, i just had headache which somehow led to a slight sore throat which i managed to stop it from developing by going to the doctor. but the flu still managed to find its way to me. crap. my sat was wasted. poor boy. have to stay with me at home. doing nothing but watching hong kong dramas. :x

oh ya. boy bought me a BB. woots! thanks boy! :D didnt expect that i will get a BB so soon. im not exactly a iphone person. so ya. wanted to get HTC cha cha. its like so me. i mean the name so similar. hahaha. but boy said that the battery life span not good. so ya. trying to get used to BB now. though i have yet to change my voice plan to the BB plan. going to be a hassle cos my mother has to go down with me. shucks. bad thing when the lines are under one person's name. have to trouble mom to go down everytime. hopefully can get this over and done with soon! cant wait to use the BB! :D

suffering from monday blues now. cos i didnt enjoy the sat. :( but i know i need to see every week in a positive manner! i believe this week will be great! having department drinks and meet up with dear friends during the week! AWESOME! :D

2011-08-07T23:41:00.003+08:00

it has been a long time since the time i last blogged.

well, nothing much has been happening in my life. just that it just showed me to be more independent. had been assigned to do market report again. felt super lousy when i couldnt be of any help to my boss. true that im new. but i have no confidence to do it well the second time, third time and subsequent times. i know i cannot think this way. its like giving myself a death penalty even before i try it. well, it has been like this all this while. i really cmi for reports. throughout my uni life, i admit that im not as good as my project mates who can write very well for their reports. it seems like i nv learn always. sighs. will work make me learn? or will it just make me withdraw to my own comfort zone (if there is any that i can hide in for my rest of my life?)

i always tell my friends, i dun mind marrying a guy who can support me financially and give me a comfortable life. simply said, i dun mind being a housewife. once in a while, get a part time job and live my life. easier said than done.

time flies real quickly when you are working. its like i have been working close to 2 months already? wow. its like zoom! two months. gosh. as the saying goes, 时间不留人。so true.....

2011-07-18T22:53:00.002+08:00

had an awesome dinner tonight! really very shiok. went for japanese food with elder brother and parents. its kinda unique in the sense that you wait for the waitress to recommend for you. i mean it is kinda of common that they recommend to you. but over there, it is special. their food itself is special. i mean i have never ate such japanese food before lah. haha. like mixture of this and that. and today i learnt something new. there are different types of wasabi! like raw kind and the normal kind that we eat normally. those raw kind is more 'spicy' in that sense lah. its more qing shuang. haha. the sushi is also unique. was amazed by one which the chef crack the egg and placed it on the hand and scooped the egg yolk and place in the seaweed. its mixed with salmon belly and something. its YUMMY! okays. those who know me well enough should know that i seldom say something is very nice one. but this one really not bad. haha.

but of cos the dinner also cost alot lah. for 4 pax, we spent 280 bucks. means to say each person pay 70 bucks. and we werent seated in a restaurant setting. we were sitting inside food republic. haha. though the food is kinda pricey. but den once in a while, it is still okays. there is one special item called the shiok maki. not bad too. yums yums! wonderful dinner! :D

oh ya. that place is called hamoru japanese something. its at suntec city convention hall there. the food republic. if you are willing to spend on fresh sashimi and unique jap food, you can give it a try. but if you want to have a romantic date, hmmm. not very suitable ah. hahaha.

2011-07-17T17:39:00.002+08:00

these few days are bad! okays. excluding sat. friday was the worst! bcos of the stupid irritating bus! urgh! talking about it will just make my blood boil. and they are going to increase the transportation fare. *ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY* its really like after election everything also go up again. was like having a complaint session with cl on msn that day. its quite funny actually. haha.

this morning another incident. my stupid printer at home. went to get the refill ydae at simlim. den wanted to refill the thingy today. this time round, its not so simple by just replacing the thing. its like pouring the toner powder into the cartridge. it really drove me nuts. you know why? its like pouring in is easy. its the putting the cartridge back into the printer that pissed me off totally. its like i put in den the thing got stuck. so i pulled it out. and the powder just went everywhere! i almost faint can! wth! its like wa lao! everywhere powder. and you know how hard to clean the powder? piangs. i went slamming the printer non-stop cos even i got the thing in, the printer just wun close. pek cek pek cek pek cek!! now the cartridge is sitting outside the printer. im super lazy to go deal with it now. it will just drain my energy even more. shall just wait for my brother to be home to settle that. URGH! bad 2 days! hopefully the upcoming week will be MUCH better.

2011-07-13T22:29:00.003+08:00

oooo. time really flies when one starts working. it has been a week after commencement. wow. i have grad for a week. come to think about it, can i reverse the time and enjoy that ceremony once again? its really heartwarming. and looking back at photos really make me missed the ceremony quite abit. perhaps not the ceremony itself. the post-ceremony photo taking session. though the feet hurts like mad, hair was curling in all directions, smile being tired after a while, its still a lovely moment. (:

work has been fine so far. reading interesting things. doing some miscellaneous things here and there. and tried cold calling a few times. i was really nervous when i made the first call. i mean i stuttered alot. so paiseh cos people can hear me talk. i just need to warm up i guess. must switch back to the telemarketer mode. and people will start irritating me with high pitch bye bye~ hahahahaha.

alrights. its time for bed! nights people! :D

2011-07-07T22:38:00.002+08:00

YEAH! I THREW MY SQUARE HAT YDAE!

the feeling is totally awesome. can tell from my font right? hehe. graduating with a bunch of fun-loving people. sharing the moments with my loved ones. really thankful that they are all down to share the wonderful moment with me. exchanged hugs. took many many photos. staying behind with me all the way. all thanks to xy, sm, cl, dylan. without you guys, you know everything wun be as wonderful. i wun be viewing so many photos on facebook and have the chance to look back and smile to myself.

and also boy who helped me with many many things. really many many things. from the moment i stepped back into NUS. actually before i stepped back into NUS he had been helping me with my gown, with my attire. buying me flowers. helping me take photos and buy them. everything he is there like a superman. hehe. thank u love! :D

finally my parents. now i can feel that i have done my parents proud by graduating smoothly. hahahaha. though my dad is not someone who express his feelings very expressively, but i can feel he is happy deep down. same for mummy too. (: love you papa mama! like what the valedictorian said. they are the ones who showered love, care and concern. they are the ones who kept us going through the journey. they are the ones who cooked nutritious meals for us. they are always the one who are there supporting quietly. (:

im glad that i made it through the entire journey. special thanks to everyone who had made my journey more enjoyable. be it in NUS or outside of NUS. you guys had really made everything awesome for me. you know i love you guys!

*BIG HUGS TO YOU ALL!*

2011-07-05T23:02:00.001+08:00

im going to throw my square hat tml! im feeling real excited about it to be honest. i feel like some young girl getting excited over some trip or something. it is the exact same feeling. haha. maybe it is like those kind of things which you can only do it once in your life? thats why its so special? haha. plus it marks the end of education life. i mean those academic kind. plus a sign to be independent! but i think i will still rely on my parents quite alot. hehe.

nothing more can explain how im feeling right now. its just really EXCITED! :D

2011-07-03T22:57:00.002+08:00

totally feeling the monday blues now. thinking of how i can overcome another week at work. can foresee i have to read alot of market updates from now on. guess i cant escape from that lo. haha. plus i have kinda run out of workwear. sad. going to stock up soon. workwear getting more and more casual. haha. to be honest, i dunno how the dress code is like also. i guess presentable is good enough? haha.

had a department bbq on friday. its pretty okays. thanks to the 'pimp' of the team. quoted my boss. haha. but to be honest, he really brought the team closer. can tell ba. perhaps the rest are more quiet? that explains i guess. hopefully the team will be closer as time flies! (:

went to do manicure on sat. boy was like: go do manicure on sat lah. your commencement on wed. haha. i guess it has become a trend whereby i will go for manicure when there is an event happening. haha. felt pampered after mani. did red colour. ma chiam like CNY lo. haha. wasnt used to it at first but kinda like it after a while. hahaha.

anyway, off to bed! its 1115. this is the normal bed time after work started. sad. :( hope it is a great week ahead!

2011-06-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

time flew at work today. was kinda making some amendments to the marketing proposal. supposed to be done by tml. cos need to submit for the tender soon.

thank god i didnt almost blank out today. thanks to eclipse! haha. i really think is the glucose level plus tire-ness. means every night i have to sleep early to prevent such incidents from happening again.

my neighbour's boy is so adorable! but he is not very happy today cos he didnt really smile. well, hopefully he comes here every morning so he can make my day! hehe.

anyway this is a random post. just blogging what comes into my mind.

2011-06-27T21:11:00.002+08:00

scary experience on the train today. i almost fainted! like really blank out and faint those kind. really scary! but luckily jieyi was with me. i have someone to take care of me. hahaha. but it was like so sudden. just standing on the train. when i was at outram park, something not right liao. tapped jieyi when reached tanjong pagar. wah. when reached tanjong pagar, i was already sweating. cold sweat. totally can feel my face gone white. or rather pale. my face was busily sweating. really can feel that my lips went cold. wah. damn scary lo. luckily im still in time to sit down at raffles place.

not the first time i tio this already. tio it before once. but wasnt tat serious. most likely should be low blood pressure ba. but i was super super scared la. was thinking, what if im alone? what if i really faint? alot of what if came into my mind. trick for me when taking the train: always have a sweet in the mouth. guess that was how i survived for the past week. cos was eating lozenges on the train due to sore throat. now i must stock up on my sweets and nv going to let this happen to me again!!!

2011-06-20T22:46:00.002+08:00

my office colleague~

i think i look unwell over here. my face is like so no energy. its just about 10 plus in the morning and im feeling like shit already. when i went back to the office, i felt even worse. at least when i was out walking around in the CBD, i feel better. anyway, went to see the doctor after work. there are 2 doctors nearby under the panel of doctors. i went to register at 730pm and they close registration already! crap. its like almost everyday got so many patients de lo. kns. in the end went to the doctor at my house downstairs. didnt wanted to go there in the first place bcos it was very expensive de. so ya lo.

anyway, the doctor is kinda funny. keep repeating the same thing. and cos i was having some sore throat, den he ask me to breathe in some liquid thing. like those oxygen mask like that. haha. but it was instantly better. but after a while, it just wear off. haha. better than nothing. just hope that i will be feeling okays tml! good nights people! :D

2011-06-19T22:01:00.003+08:00

the first weekend of work.

didnt get to fully enjoyed it due to sore throat. had it since day 2 of work. anyway, hang out with serpens on friday. really missed those times when i get to meet them from home. i mean leaving house to meet them wherever the gathering is held. now it is like heading down from work. just something different.

brought boy to ice skating on sat as a form of celebration for his bdae. we were just clinging onto the sides for the first few laps. felt so paiseh when a little girl can just slowly make her way round the ring without any help. brave sia. but i just feel paiseh if i fall down. hahaha. i think the last time i ice skate was in secondary school? when there were 2 rings in singapore. went to jurong east one back then. still got those if you go in groups of 4, dunno what thing you will get. cant remember liao. haha. shall wait for the new one to open in jurong east! :D

just a photo taken at kallang~

went west end for dinner. the steak is nice! can choose to mix your steak with a variety of sauce. i chose brown sauce. its not that bad. its those typical brown sauce lo. haha. but its really filling lo. we had mussels with cream wine sauce. its superb! the taste still lingers around now. hahaha. though was just a simple celebration, just hope boy enjoyed himself! :D

2011-06-16T22:28:00.002+08:00

day 2 at work.

its pretty okays cos i just walked around raffles place with my colleague, anh. at least i do know some places now. so i wun get so lost when im in raffles next time. haha. had lunch with some of my colleagues. they are nice people. esp the guy sitting beside me. he is just so sociable. i wish i could be like him. to be a sociable person.

went for a cocktail networking session after work. ya. networking session on the second day of work. i know nuts about my work at the moment btw. and im not that great in networking with people. i just suck at it. and when i went there, its damn stressful for me. but luckily i do have anh with me. shall talk a photo with her tml and post it up. she will be my best bud in the office i guess. cos we are like always tgt? haha.

anyway the networking session is kinda ang moh-ish? so those who know me well, thank goodness i survived through. hahaha. i didnt mingle at all i would say. i mean the colleagues knew the people over there and we were kinda lost? hah. plus with my name and lousy networking skills, its kinda hard to sustain a conversation with someone over there? haha.

well, this session just made a wake up call for me. i feel super ignorant. as usual. i mean thats what i normally feel after talking to someone new? i mean im not good with the world. i cant talk about travel. im not good with my work now (i seriously hope i can be better in the future), i cant talk about my work too. im not good with sports? im not good in whatever you can think about during a networking session. if you tell me you want to have tuition, sure. we can talk about it. hahahaha! but seriously, i was like omg. whats wrong with me? i feel so small within the crowd. i need to know more things! gosh.

i was telling anh that i might just end up slang-ing myself in the future. after interacting with the people in the department. haha. anh herself does have a little slang too. other than angie who speaks local english, i think the rest is all slang? faints. i need to learn to communicate with them more easily. im still a little uncomfortable. maybe new environment? lets just see.

i hope im not falling sick. pretty pretty please please. i cant afford to be sick tml or sat. NO WAY! anyway, good nights people! tml will be a better day!

2011-06-15T21:33:00.004+08:00

first day at work.

advice to ladies. always bring flats on the first day. my heels almost killed me lo. super painful. its not very high but den the pressure at the front can really kill. my legs went numb! gosh. going to bring flats for tml. haha.

anyway, a summary of first day of work. generally my colleagues are quite friendly. got 5 girls and 3 guys. so pretty balanced out. its a small department. the guy colleague sitting beside me is very chatty. so first day was pretty okay? and also the rest of the GTS people who managed to make my day great. (: fyi, GTS is some program that im under now. graduate trainee scheme -> GTS.

one thing about the department is that they are very ang moh-ish. means jialat for me. cos i cant really understand what they say sometimes? den it is like quite paiseh also. haha. others say maybe i might end up having slang too. hahaha. when i told boy that, he was like you see you see! you are talking so slang now. *faints*

anyway, i can foresee that there is alot of things to be done. i will be attached to 3 different departments during a course of 6 months. and my last attachment is at......................... paya lebar! SHUCKS!!!!! it just means longer travelling period and less sleep! :( :( :( :( :( :(

anyway first photo of my OL days! :)

2011-06-14T12:52:00.004+08:00

okays. a break from the taiwan photos. haha. just a little update of my life. (:

was catching korean and hong kong dramas during the holidays.

first up: dream high!

its a not bad show.

made me teared quite abit.

just like how the teachers motivated the students.

how they helped them achieve their dreams.

but yi and ting make me put so high expectations.

so the show turned out alrights lah. haha.

but i do like the people inside.

handsome and pretty! :D

next up: 花花世界花家姐

watched it cos got she shi man. haha.

the story line is abit er...... like no story line de.

luckily it only had 20 episodes.

if not i will just kill myself halfway.

haha.

next up: we got married!

its a korean variety show.

2 korean celebrities were 'married' and they will spend their marriage life tgt.

its quite entertaining.

finished yongseo couple.

quite a sweet couple.

catching adam couple currently.

the guy is super funny lah!

lol.

anyway tml is the first day of work. i dunno why but im really scared of tml. it is another stage of my life. ahhhhhh~ dunno how to make myself less scared. haha. well, just see how it goes ba. hope everything will turn out well tml. (:

GRAD TRIP DAY FIVE!

2011-06-13T21:07:00.000+08:00

its day 5!

the day which the weather turned super cooling!
can tell from our faces?
haha.

headed down to jiu fen.
photo taking when waiting for bus.

our bus is here!
yeah!

yi and tj with the tickets on the bus!

yeah! arrival at jiu fen!

brrr~ its already cold down hill.
let alone the uphill.

photo taking to show that i was there!

i swear the 2 guys on the right were posing for our picture.
lol.

food pictures!
jiu fen has yummy food too!
:D

we finally reached the top!
and this is our reward.
beautiful isnt it?

settled ourselves down for tea and xin shang the mei jing~

leaving for shi fen!

arrival at the rui fang train station
credits of photos: our fellow singaporeans.
haha.
singaporeans are everywhere in taiwan.

our tickets to shi fen!

yeah yeah!
we have arrived at shi fen!
its tian deng time!
:D

this is where we are going to release our tian deng!
so unique isnt it?

i feel like a pro when i managed to take this photo.
LOL.
i just think that it is very pretty.
haha.

preparing ourselves for writing our wishes on tian deng.

thats us with some of our wishes!

our expression after the release of the first tian deng!
the feeling is AWESOME!
:D :D :D :D :D

the shopowners' kids who had fun with us too.
they were so cheeky after this photo.
the rest tried to take photos with them.
the boy just keep blocking our faces.
hahaha.

sad moments.
cos we have to return back to taipei already.
means end of tian deng session.
:( :( :(

our super x infinity pathetic dinner.
its really bad!
to me lah.
haha.

we were so bored after dinner.
didnt know where to head to.
ended up trying to hide from the cold.
haha.

in the end, we just decided to do the daily routine and be sinful again.
haha

-day 5 ended with slippers washing. hahaha-

GRAD TRIP DAY FOUR!

2011-06-12T20:33:00.050+08:00

day 4 greetings!
pardon the expression
the next photo will explain it.

haha.

reason for the earlier expression:
LOUSY BREAKFAST!
its very pathetic.
its considered a tie with the breakfast i had back in KL.
chui~

couldnt eat alot.
i think i didnt eat any.
not even the bread.
hahaha.
okays, maybe i did tried the bread.
i cant remember.
nothing worth remembering anyway.
lol.

in order to pamper ourselves for the lousy breakfast,
lunch was hu xu zhang!
the food is simply delicious!

dun small look this vege i tell you.
its really awesome!

cant rem what this is liao.
the vege wins. haha.

oh. the famous rice.

meatball soup!

while waiting for our food~
its photo taking time!

headed to wufenpu for shopppppppping time!
its raining and we made use of this excuse for greater bargains.
hahahaha.

had the peanut ice cream thingy again.
this time is damn shiok cos we get THREE scoops of ice cream!
yums yums!

missing photos in between cos we are busy shopping.
haha.
visited raohe night market after wufenpu.

photo taken while we were queueing for something that other people are queueing too.
haha.
we are just doing what a tourist will do.
follow the crowd.
haha.

and this was what we are queueing for!

next up: tou hua!

i think this is some banana and syrup thingy.
quite not bad.
cos i like the syrup.
or is it condensed milk?
i think is condensed milk.
hahaha.

smelly beancurd!

falling in love with the salted mushrooms!
got jin zhen gu also.
nice nice!

i think this is some twisted bread and hotdog thingy.
cant rem.
think it is not that nice.
hahaha.

another yummy food!
but this is super sinful
cos it is chicken wrapped with chicken, adding toppings.
one of the toppings chosen was cheese!
they were really generous in their cheese lo.
given singapore, they will just put the minimum i guess.
hahaha.

we got bored and headed for arcade.
yi tried those machine where you need to grab the thing out.
and she won a little prize!

i tried a CHEATER machine!
it cheated our money.
supposed to fill the cup up with water.
but it is like leaking at the bottom too.
felt super cheated lo!

after got cheated, went back for our daily supper routine.
haha.
damn sinful to have supper almost every night.
cant rem if it is every night.
but still....
haha.

day 4 purchases!

-tada! end of day 4!-

GRAD TRIP DAY THREE!

2011-06-08T13:23:00.024+08:00

day 3 greetings!

went for ah zhong mian xian in the morning.
tried this bubble tea after brunch.
has many variety of bubble teas
but, its just different from koi.
haha.

after meal, we went for K! :D
its awesome lo!
plus it is cheap!

they even have a toilet in the room itself!
swee!

look at our satisfied faces.
hehe.

got buffet also lo.
pictures of food! :D

super full from the buffet.
haha.

headed guting for shi da night market.

after a long journey, we finally reached the night market!
its really a long journey lo.
haha.

there isnt much food there.
more of shopping.
very little photos of food.
haha.

to be honest, we are super tired for the day.
can tell from our faces?
haha.
in the end we took a cab back.

purchases for day 3! very little right?
cos really nothing to shop in shi da night market
haha.

went back for monopoly deal!

see how happy is yi!
haha.

-end of day 3! :D-

GRAD TRIP DAY TWO!

2011-06-06T12:19:00.058+08:00

morning greetings in taichung! (day 2)

i think we all look pretty sleepy still.
haha.

the linkway to the rooms!
looks like condo right?
but there are actually some unsightly sights
shant include to spoil the beautiful view.
haha.

headed down for our free breakfast.
stoning in progress.
guess we are just too hungry to entertain each other.
haha.

my wonderful creation!
the table for our breakfast
cos we wanted to watch tv and eat breakfast.
haha.
but in the end also nv use. kns.
haha.

ta-da!
our wonderful breakfast! :D

check out time!

and it means photo taking with the host! :D

headed down to take the bullet train

purchasing tickets with the ticketing machine

up next, our fellow actors and actresses
task: do an expression that shows 'wah!'
first up: miss goh

next up,
actor: mr lim
i think they can really go acting class. esp tj.
haha.

reflections are our good friend! haha.

after 45 mins,
we arrived at taipei! :D

supposed to exit from the bullet train so as to take the metro

walking to the metro in the super sunny weather.
cant really open our eyes fully lo.
haha.

purchasing tickets to ximending in progress

look at our happy faces!
:D

one stop later,
we arrived at ximending!
:D

we had a hard time finding hotel though.
learnt a lesson from this
always must rem the directions to the hotel from the metro
cos i totally forgot to take note of the directions
LOL.
our luggage at the hotel!

posing wherever we are!
always ready!
haha.
i think serpens train me well.
lol!

the ladies' room key!

this is what we do when we entered the room from outside.
feet washing time!
forever remembering the commercial.
secret among the 3 of us.
LOL.

doesnt it look damn shiok to be able to soak your feet in such soapy water?
actually the truth is the foam came from the shampoo that the hotel provided.
LOL!

heading out for lunch! :D

and our lunch is AH ZHONG MIAN XIAN!
thumbs up!
gravy is nice!

this is how delicious it is!

next up,
we went for 50 lan aka koi! :D
cheap cheap cheap!
queueing for 50 lan.

different facial expressions when we got our drinks.
haha.

coconut jelly! :D

next stop: watsons!
see, they are so happy with their purchase.
cos they got bb cream for a very cheap price!
haha.

afterwhich we just went hotel to nua.
no photos to show the process of nua-ing.
haha.
next photo showing us travelling to shihlin night market!
good food awaiting! :D

yeah! arrival at jiantan station.

saw this game in the night market
supposed to 摸 the mahjong tiles and match to the board they have.
attracts people like me.
haha.

queueing for the XXXL chicken!
camera pose learnt from lynn!
all double chins come out liao.
haha.

ta-da!

XXXXL chicken!

below will be photos of the food!
dun read this when you are hungry!
haha.

oh. yt trying to revive her childhood days!
haha.
playing those shooting games at pasar malam.

from the following photo, can tell how tired we are on day 2
i think 不认老也不可以了。

after walking around in shihlin, we head back to ximending for supper!
we are like hungry ghosts being released.
LOL!

in order to create a memorable travel experience,
we ate supper in the toilet while soaking our tired feet.
LOL!

finally the day has come to an end.
it shall be purchase showing time!
many many many masks!
haha.

oh. this is my purchase for the first day.

many many earrings. haha.

the girls with day 1 and day 2 purchases!

-end of day 2-

GRAD TRIP DAY ONE!

2011-06-02T00:13:00.033+08:00

update of taiwan trip! shall do it in days. more photos can be found in fb. shall just do a brief update. (:

us with our tickets at the departure hall.
our flight was at 7am.
can tell from our faces right?
一脸还没睡醒的脸。 haha.

had subway for breakfast!
if not, i believe we will be starving on the plane.
haha.

see our excited faces on the plane! :D

arrived at taoyuan airport.
but someone couldnt identify her luggage which went rounds and rounds!
so sad. haha.

we had a hard time trying to figure how to go to the bullet train.
finally found out we have to take a bus there.
(:

on the bullet train to taichung!

YEAH! ARRIVAl AT TAICHUNG! :D

our hostel rooms in taichung.
its awesome!

the highlight in the room!
*drum rolls*
revolving TV! hahaha.

head down to feng jia ye shi.
did the ladies' fav.
manicure! :D

headed to feng jia ye shi again at night.
below will just be the photos of the food!
yums yums!

evil people trying to stink me with their smelly breath.
yucks!

ended the day by planning day 2 itinerary. (: next up will be taichung -> taipei! :D

2011-05-31T00:06:00.002+08:00

received results today. wasnt too happy about it and it did affect me quite abit. watching show helped to clear my mind a little. at least i wasnt thinking about it when i was watching the show. like many said, these will not matter in the future. thats very true and i dun deny that. just needed time to get over it. well, still hanging to my last hope which is to appeal for review of the papers. now den i know that reviewing of papers means checking the summation of the marks only. kns. haha. thought they would remark the entire paper. but well, thats the least i can do for now. shant pin my hopes too high on it.

anyway, going to upload photos from taiwan soon! definitely will blog about it for memory sake. esp important for people like me who has poor memory. haha.

2011-05-20T02:59:00.002+08:00

WOOO! BACK FROM TAIWAN! one word for it: AWESOME! :D photos will be up in fb soon~ its really tiring to upload the photos. i think i will take DAYS to upload the different days in taiwan. haha. well, i exchanged 1k SGD and i returned with 1NT. see some familiar faces in taiwan. everyone is visiting taiwan. shall blog in more details with photos~ off to bed~ :D

2011-05-02T23:55:00.002+08:00

oh man. it had been less than a week and im missing being a student. perhaps the sudden increase of tuition sessions triggered that thought. its like so busy. you just wan to take a break from everything. isnt it like work life in the future? maybe i wun be busy till that extent. but just that kind of feeling ba. no longer freedom to do things. in a way. like no flexible timetable. not much free time to myself. can only meet people after work. AND NO MORE STUDENT DISCOUNTS! :((( okays lah. thats not the main factor of cos. but just ya. sighs. gonna miss that kind of life REAL badly.

2011-04-27T13:55:00.004+08:00

MY LAST PAPER ENDED YESTERDAY! totally just marked my last day of my academic life. when i heard that it is the end of the paper, i didnt feel so much and continued to enjoy the moments with the dear girls. come to think about it, when will it be possible that we will get to hang out like this again? 6.50 movie tickets. having carefree and enjoyable moments. awww. gonna miss this definitely.

time really flies. 4 years of my uni life has passed. made close friends. enjoyed my time with them. though we had our unhappy times at times, but it was just part and parcel of everything. projects meetings. group outings. and now looking forward for the grad trip! i hope this grad trip will be a blast! EXCITED~!

anyway i caught this movie ydae.

was kinda funny and entertaining. though somehow already can guess how it is going to end. but it is the storyline lah. like the dog louis though the saliva is really disgusting. hahaha. guess scriptwriters these days definitely have to crack their brain like mad to satisfy demanding consumers. haha.

2011-04-25T23:49:00.003+08:00

its tml. my last paper of my academic life. to be honest, im not prepared for it. not say totally. but quite unprepared lah. i realised i misread quite some things. faints. luckily had discussion with yii and ting. if not i think i will just DIE! haha. i just just pray for the best. that my mind will function to its fullest for tml. i really need that to happen. i cannot have a blank mind. and i tio before lo. for development paper. wth totally.

well, received some unexpected encouragement from people. really felt very nice. (: thanks for making my day! (:

2011-04-24T13:34:00.002+08:00

was talking to my brother ydae. he asked if i would want to take up his business while he takes a break for him. actually im not sure if he is taking a break or he is leaving this field. just felt that it was so sudden.

true enough, the amt he earned now is really alot. if he didnt mentioned, i didnt realised that he actually had been in this business for 5 years. time really flies. felt that he really deserve a break. he didnt get to enjoy alot as a student. once after his 'A', he went over to help my dad. which i think it is very li hai of him. he is so adaptable. he can pick up things quite easily and i admire him for that. plus to do this business for 5 years, without taking much break in between. it is really not easy.

i cant possibly take up his business now cos i just signed the letter of employment with kf. plus i would wan to have experience in my own field first also. somehow i wished i can help him with his business. as in, it doesnt feel nice to see him not say suffering. but not being able to enjoy what he is supposed to enjoy at this age. i mean by right, at his current age, he should be just started work and enjoyed his uni life. sighs. shall see how it goes again ba.

2011-04-20T21:58:00.002+08:00

i tell you. law is really no joke lo. i can take like 3h to finish slightly more than half a case law. while reading it, i was really cursing and swearing. why do they have to fight law suits? if they wan to fight, they can go ahead. why they want to put case laws and make people like us suffer? urgh! i took another 2h to finish the remaining. which means to say i take 5h to finish ONE case law. GOSH! this module is draining me. words and words and words. sentences without commas. even worse! sighs. just needed to take a breather. really dying in the deep seas of WORDS!

damn jialat la me. consequences of not developing a habit of reading. maybe with the habit of reading, this process may be more bearable. meanwhile, i must hang on! GAMBATE!

2011-04-18T20:11:00.002+08:00

good news of the day: im officially employed! (: went down to the company to sign the letter of employment this afternoon. just abit of info. i will be under the graduate training scheme offered by the company. so my title will be an executive in the scheme. will be attached to the office department and rotate to other departments within 6 months. means 2 months in office. 2 months in another department. another 1 month in another department. so i do get to try out what is going on in other departments.

so yup. met all of my future colleagues this afternoon. the board room this afternoon is like a fish market? imagine all the girls in the board room. other than the head who came in a while to introduce and sort of welcomed us on board. den 2 HR personnel are ladies. all future colleagues are ladies. gosh. the company is pretty much dominated by ladies i guess. haha.

i just hope everything will go well. including the upcoming exams on this coming tuesday (not tml of cos) all i need is a cap of 4 this sem. i just pray that my dissertation is good. cos thats like equivalent to 2 modules? faints. pray and study hard time!

2011-04-17T17:29:00.003+08:00

last weekend and this weekend are awesome! cos i had ALL my paydays! woots! but the sad thing is that once the money come in, about one fifth is gone to paying bills and overdue (personal) debts. haha. well, the good news is that i still have money leftover to spend! hehe. now my aim is to save 700 for my grad trip so that i can touch as little of my personal savings as possible. thinking of bringing about 700 to spend and 300 for spare. dun even know if need that much. im saying as though im going to go next week or something. hahaha.

so sians! going to have exams next week. now i rather time stop here! cos i dun want to have exams and work. :(

caught 单身男女 yesterday. its pretty nice to me. but it seriously make girls fantasize the feeling of being woo-ed. like having rich guys doing those exaggerated romantic things during proposal. like wwwwaaaahhhh~ okays. i did wah lah. haha. anyway the female lead is quite pretty. hahahaha. she didnt look that pretty in the poster. she look a little like 曾诗梅 though. haha.

2011-04-15T02:44:00.002+08:00

cant wait for everything to finish tml. my last presentation in my education life. really the LAST one. oh my. hope we can still end it with a BIG BANG like we always do. (:

i will definitely miss the times we spent to do projects together. the disagreements we had. the laughters we shared. the tears that flowed when the few of us reached our limits. the presumed roles that some of us took in the group. awwww~ im like bloggin as though the presentation is over. BUT, its not! shucks. still have to rehearse my part for the presentation. but it will be super short. ahhhh! back to reality!

2011-04-14T01:51:00.006+08:00

came across these few photos which really made me laughed and relaxed for a moment. shall put it here for those who do dropped by. hope it amused you too! haha.

if only i have these, i would understand her relief. HAHAHA!

did you see a butt crack? please dont be mistaken. thats not a butt crack! its the photographer's arm! hahaha.

so true of the outside world. haha.

i wonder why did she even agree to wearing this outfit to broadcast the news. haha.

i think this is a funny design. haha.

anyway, in case i get sued for copyright, the source of these photos are from 很搞笑一下. hahaha. okays la. i admit. i kiasi. hahaha. hope these photos made you laughed! :D

2011-04-13T23:42:00.002+08:00

met sydney for lunch today. kinda miss seeing the seniors in school. so sad that we didnt really bond with the juniors. such a failure as a OGL. hahaha. but their batch is really a unique cohort. so many first class honours people. so many li hai people. influential. nice. inspiring. funny. out-going. cant really think of anything bad about them at the moment, other than spoiling the market for the batch before and after them. haha.

well, if only we had bonded well with our juniors. at least i wun feel so de-tached from the school now. okays lah. dar and cheryl still managed to make it a little better. but the number of times seeing them in school also very rare lah. haha.

guess im just going to miss school so much in the future. im already missing secondary school days now lo. cant imagine next time when work starts. sighs.

2011-04-12T00:55:00.000+08:00

i know you want things done asap and you dislike people to take their time to do things. but different people have different working style. i just dun understand why most of the time you raise your voice at us for not doing things your way which is not our way?

2011-04-11T19:23:00.002+08:00

gosh. the weather is so hectic! one day it can be so hot that it can kill people by giving them heat stroke. one day it can be raining and be so cooling, making me feel so lazy to do anything. i just hope that i dun fall sick during this period. im left with 2 more weeks to chiong for my last part of my education life. oh my.

2011-04-10T01:29:00.002+08:00

got back my dissertation already. it is super super super clean. dunno if thats a good thing anot. but i hope it is lah. just hope a B+ can already. anyway i took a photo with my prof. a motherly-looking prof. haha.

this week see some year 4 in the school. the feeling is so different. cos it is like finally! you see familiar faces. so sad right? definitely will miss those times where you do see familiar faces in school. will be bidding farewell to schooling life like VERY soon. sighs! so dreadful about it. anyway i had signed a letter of offer with a company already. but only after signing the letter of employment, den i will be considered officially employed i guess? haha. well, back to doing my part for the project. slacked for 2 days liao. *guilty*

2011-04-04T23:05:00.001+08:00

omg. just went for crystal jade xlb buffet. wanted to explore already. like really lo. anyway it was to celebrate zh and nic's birthday. the april babies. okays. not all. still got one more. towards the end of april and that will be dee's bdae. kinda miss the times we hang out tgt. realised that actually we dun hang out as often already. everyone is kinda busy with their own stuffs? haha.

anyway just now was having this random thought on my mind. sometimes parents want to dote on us by giving us money to spend. thats their way of showing love to us at times i guess. but i think most of us will not take the money cos we dun feel right by taking the money. yet, come to think about it. yes, they may be happy that their child is independent and they are growing up and maturing. but on the other hand, will they feel unhappy cos they dunno how else to show/express their love and concern? true enough, money is not everything. but sometimes, i think receiving their money may make them feel better. (: can just take and save for them in a way. use that money for their retirement.

there are so many different scenarios that can arise with just 2 human beings. complicated relationships.

2011-04-03T17:40:00.007+08:00

wooo~ long time no update le. maybe very seldom use the computer already. even if i used it, also used to watch shows. oh ya. recently just cleared all the episodes for fringe and vampire diaries. so exciting! love these 2 shows. i wonder who will peter end up with. will there be a twist? i wonder what will happen to elena. she is damn pretty lah! at least to me. haha.

anyway attended the graduating dinner not too long ago. kana put aeroplane by stan and TJ. hopefully dun do this to us for taiwan can already. talking about it makes me so excited for it again! :D anyway some photos (which are already on fb but just wanna put here to make the blog less dull. hahaha.) to share! didnt really take alot of photos. haha. everyone is so onz. all got wear stripes. haha. the program was entertaining la. excluding the time when lecturers are talking. hahaha.

come to think about it. im going to graduate real soon. crap.

2011-03-23T23:46:00.002+08:00

im so excited for taiwan! like really excited! haha. maybe it is due to the confirmation of hotels today which triggered the excitement in me. the process of confirmation wasnt very smooth but then, ya. at least it is settled! YIPPIE!

suddenly got the urge to just go travelling. to bali. to BKK. to nice places! but then no money. gosh. i think i need some financial management too. haha.

ahhhhhh! so excited so excited! okays. i know im naggy over my excitement. but IM REALLY EXCITED! hehehe.

2011-03-22T19:00:00.002+08:00

goodness. before i know it, it is already 7pm. and i didnt complete anything at all!

first, i woke up at 11am and send my brothers to the airport. left house at 1230 and came back at 130.

den i attempted to do my work. supposed to do up my part of referencing for yt and thats only ONE reference. but it was a journal article and i went to look at the dissertation guideline and ended up clearing my desk. haha.

after that. did some orders for my brother. yes. im back to the 'clerk' position again. haha. hopefully it isnt very stress this time round.

called tw to check out the hotel and make a reservation. at first i didnt know how to call out. so i called singtel to check out how to call out. and just nice, i shun bian ask them what is wrong with the buzzing sound in the residential line. in the end, the technician also came and settled the thing.

it is like nothing much is being accomplished and time zoomed! 630pm. faints. decided to bath and sit here. omg. i need proper time managment. LIKE SERIOUSLY!!

2011-03-21T19:49:00.002+08:00

super dilemma. well, it isnt that hard a choice right? but to me (someone who hates to make decision cos i know if i dun like it, i will regret it), it is super duper hard. comments from everywhere. mixed views. but well, ultimately depends on me and that is very true. now it is just the battle within myself. being money minded or going out to survive and strive later.

my dad told me this: you have nothing to offer. you are not in any position to bargain with people. (well, this is true)
dee told me this: well, if you think you are worth that much, negotiate. (well, the problem is i dunno how much im worth. HAHAHA)
yi told me this: ultimately it is up to you. if you can cross your hurdle, den you will know what to do. (something like that. haha.)

somehow, what dad told me impact me the most. maybe cos he is my daddy ba. it is just what i want to aim for thats all. it is time to really sit down. think. what exactly i want in life?

2011-03-19T01:46:00.002+08:00

it has been a week. after Japan was hit with quakes and tsunami. ever wonder if such natural disasters will happen to singapore anot. even if it happens, i think singapore will be covered relatively fast. maybe it might hit the record of being the first country to be gone when hit by natural disaster. :x

well, many comments about this incident. not much feelings to it for me. im starting to think am i really that emotionless? things can happen and i can feel nothing. okays. not say totally nothing. but just that ya. some may know what im trying to say lah.

have been wondering where did i spend my time mostly on. i always dun have enough time to do my work i realised. maybe its really me getting old. i cant sit still. i cant concentrate. it is like super rare if im able to sit still and concentrate on WORK. not on slacking of cos. haha. sighs. knowing that my qualifications is border line and im behaving as though im in the safe range. omg. i need to PUSH!

2011-03-15T21:46:00.001+08:00

i wonder. am i a pessimistic person.

2011-03-10T23:17:00.003+08:00

goodness. really bad time management. feel like shit when u know u have so little time and so many things undone. okays. at least one is off the list. all are important. FAINTS.

was feeling like shit when i was on the way back. my mind went total blank when i was on the cab. unknowingly, 15 minutes of my life just passed like that. but well, i managed to get rid of the sucky feeling by crying it out after i got home. not those hard core cry. but just a little cry. cry baby. maybe im just one of them. but crying does help me to get back my right mood. cos right now, im feeling soooooooo much better.

alrights. back to the second task. aim of the day: get to bed by 3am!

2011-03-09T16:47:00.000+08:00

im totally clueless as to what to write for my assignment. this sucks.

2011-03-08T16:54:00.001+08:00

the lazy bones are setting in again. okays. it never left actually. haha. so many things to be done! individual assignment worth 30%. tut which needs to be done. interview on friday. and the greatest thing is that they all happen on FRIDAY! KILL ME MAN.

sometimes i really hope to return to year 1 period where work load was SO MUCH LESSER! key word. hope. :(

2011-03-02T20:31:00.002+08:00

hectic week i guess. so far at least. today is a bad day. interview didnt really went well. but honestly, i didnt expect much from it anyway. maybe thats why i didnt feel as much. cos normally if im really bothered by it, i will keep ranting about it. hahaha. well. good experience i would say. eye opener into the working life. welcome to seeing the real world. you know, you may survive. you dunno, you confirm die. wooo. rhymes eh?

anyway, had some miscommunication with my prof. im worried about my dissertation. not that i can do anything much. but really thankful for those who helped along the way. without you guys and girls, i think i wun be able to go so far. really. if you know me well enough, im a person who cant express feelings well and can only repeat everything over and again to emphasize. haha. well, you guys and girls know can already right? haha.

attending sm ROM tml morning. it is really morning. haha. well, a happy occasion to beautify the bad week. i guess friday night will be awesome too! (:

2011-02-28T17:47:00.004+08:00

this weekend was good at first but towards the end of the day, it doesnt end well. im not having sleepless nights. just that my sleeps are not deep enough! :( very bad sleeps these days. so sians.

anyway met up with the girls on fri and had a great time! loved the singing and chit chat sessions! :D

went for manicure and pedicure on sat. i think most of you will be shocked if you all have seen what i have done to my nails. cos it is totally not my style! hahaha.

ta-da!

totally not my style right? haha. supposed to go for classic. but see this nail art like quite nice. and i decided to go for it. though it is super not me. haha.

just came back from an interview with knight frank actually. think i screwed up in a way. had mixed feelings when i stepped out of the room. didnt appear to be very engaging. well, it is over! having another one on wed. i think that one is super stress. giving u a paper to read before that and discuss with a group of people. given my pattern. ho say liao. but still have to try my best. hope for the best already lah! and dissertation is going to be due on this COMING friday! mixed feelings about it too. haha. hope everything goes well!

2011-02-24T23:22:00.003+08:00

all i needed to know is a yes or no. need further improvement. good enough. need to make amendments here and there. for now, i know nothing. i really dislike this feeling. i really want to shut down my com and sleep my really lousy night away.

2011-02-24T13:25:00.003+08:00

goodness. it is 8 days before submission. my prof didnt say anything to me when she got back to me after my first draft. that is quite saddening. because i really do not know where i stand. i dunno where i can improve on. i dunno how. the feeling is not nice at all. well, something good did happen. which is HDB managed to grant me the interview. the interview was quite insightful. it is more like a chit chat session with the engineer. he is quite friendly so the interview session wasnt that tense. luckily. didnt realised that there is quite a nice view from the HDB building. can see the flyer. can see bukit timah hill and other buildings. didnt know TPY is so high up there. haha. well, as to the grade of my dissertation. best is can get A lah. den at least my honours can be a little more secured cos i still have to depend on the other 2 modules im having. i hope i can get. with dylan's help in his england. hahaha.

went to have a checkup on my backbone. cos it is like slanted? and it is really slanted. the doctor say there is nothing tat i can do about it. so sad. show you the picture. haha.

quite bad right? mummy was asking me to go swimming. but dunno if it helps anot. trying to be quite conscious about my posture now. cos i think i do have a little hunch back. i dun want to have a hunch back. it looks really awful to me. well, hopefully miracle will happen and my backbone will be straight again! haha. hopefully lah.

2011-02-20T17:15:00.002+08:00

was thinking about this analogy ydae while i was driving.

i feel like life is like driving a car. you steer the direction of your life. if you have a aim in life, you will have a destination. if not, you will just end up driving aimlessly. which way to get that, it depends on you. take the long way or short way. some take longer than others to reach the same destination. often, when you need to have changes in your life, and in order for you to proceed safely, its like you need to check your rear view mirror and side mirror to ensure you are clear from risks. there are some accidents sometimes. these are unexpected crisis. but more than often, if we do check and proceed safely, more or less we should be fine.

sometimes in life, we run of out of determination. this is when we need friends and family to pump more for us. the love and concern. when we meet traffic jams, these are obstacles and we will just need to wait patiently and it will be over soon.

what a weird thing to think about it when im driving right? haha. well, i always like to come up with analogy. i think it is interesting. but sometimes it always make me feel depressing for life.

2011-02-17T19:04:00.002+08:00

stupid rude selfish bastard, idiot, asshole. seriously damn selfish.

was on my way to NUH this morning to help my grandfather with his transfer to a community hospital. took the train to dover MRT and waited for the shuttle bus. there was this car with the driver inside. seemed like he is waiting for someone or something. but he was parking at the shuttle bus lot. so the shuttle bus came. honked the private car. he refused to move. and requested the shuttle bus to drive around him to be infront of his car. but the shuttle bus driver just kept honking him. the driver got fed up and alighted from his car to confront the shuttle bus driver. seriously, whats his problem. nvm. after confrontation, he still walked back to his car and sat there, continuing to wait for his passenger. WHAT THE.

actually im not that pissed. but just that there is this lady who is sitting in a wheel chair. that triggered my anger. i mean you are seriously a damn rude selfish bastard. you dun have any right of way. and you could have kindly shifted your car and make a detour back again. YOU ARE AT FAULT and you still dare to confront people like nobody's business. SELFISH BASTARD. some of the public members couldnt take it too. got this aunty queuing in front of me and my mother called the police. classic. lol. got another pair of passenger went to confront that selfish idiot also. wasnt sure of the outcome. but den, i really hope he got fined or something. seriously. i mean, so what if you are waiting for someone? you are alone. there is a LONG queue of passengers waiting. and you expect the driver to park in front of you when you are blocking the passage for the wheelchair to board the bus? seriously, go to hell.

2011-02-14T23:31:00.001+08:00

facebook is powerful. it can make people feel happy for a moment and sad at the very next moment. you see everyone having their happy and sad moments through a single page. i hate seeing upsetting news. i mean who enjoys it right? just hope everything will be fine. jiayou girl. we know you will be strong. :)

2011-02-12T23:03:00.004+08:00

was thinking about some random things on the bus today. triggered off by my brother's friend who unfortunately met with some incident in camp. he fell down and knocked his head in the camp. and he is currently unable to speak and communicate with the rest. i put myself in his shoe. what will i do when this happens to me? there are some things that you want to get it out so badly, but u just cannot. imagine you got agitated and you cant even clench your fist. there is nothing i can do to express my anger. i guess there is and that will be crying. it is really unfortunate of him. i really hope he will get well cause he is only 20 this year.

i saw this lady on the bus, sitting in front of me. a maid and 2 young kids. one about 3 years old and the other barely a year. she spoke very harshly to the maid. or rather, commanded everything that she has to do on the bus. clean. feed. (for the barely 1 year old kid) and the maid is so helpless. she has no say. she cannot talk back. she can only just go yes mdm. okay mdm. maybe the maid isnt as efficient as the employer would want her to be. but at least, she is still a human being with feelings. with dignity. not that just because they are maids, means they have no dignity. honestly, this lady on the bus belongs to be the arrogant group. those who THINKS that she is up there above the others. whatever. you are just like the rest. another human being thats all.

<3

2011-02-09T23:06:00.003+08:00

wooo. one week without any updates. 8 days to be exact. well, not say super busy with dissertation cos to be honest, im not putting super alot of effort in it. its just something that is dreadful and i just wish to get it over and done with. with good grades of cos. but with minimal efforts, ha. its hard to get good grades i guess. just pray for the best ba.

anyway, happy chinese new year to all! its still not too late i guess. it is still within the new year period ma. haha. just that today is ren ri. which then i will go: happy birthday everyone! haha. cny wasnt that bad. just a little bad. cos can say its like VERY little contact with my cousins. not that we contact alot. but just that this year is MUCH lesser. just sat in front of the tv and play with my youngest cousin. okays. thats the most interaction i have with a cousin. haha. nv play cards. just be a baby sitter. haha. he is so adorable! and always seek for excitement. haha. when i see my dad playing with him, its just so different of him. normally he is like so fierece and rough kind. den when playing with baby, really different. haha.

progress of dissertation: considered 80%? left with one more chapter and conclusion. analysis not say very well done. but i followed quite closely with the other dissertations. hopefully their way is the route to my grade A. hahahaha. hoping to complete dissertation before vdae. and that can only happen if i have the determination i guess. but knowing my pattern... you know it. haha.

on a lighter note, sm is going to have her ROM in march! happy for you girl! :D and it is double happiness! cos handing of dissertation is just one day later! hahaha.

2011-02-01T16:47:00.000+08:00

there are people whom i dun contact often but still managed to stir feelings every now and then. hope you all are doing fine. (:

2011-01-31T00:17:00.002+08:00

goodness. it has been raining for one whole day. was super unwilling to wake up this morning for tuition cos it was that comfortable to just keep myself under my quill. say im lazy or what. but it is real comfortable!

was in the car earlier with my brother. and he start asking me when am i graduating. honestly, i dislike that question. cos it always remind me that im going to start my working life real soon. like in 4 months time if i managed to get a job. everytime i sound as though a job is so easy to get. but in actual fact, i think it is going to be hard. haha. well, lets just see how things go ba. i just hope i can get a good pay good benefits good boss job. haha. just sent out for knight frank this afternoon. for their graduate trainee program. sounds super ideal for people like me who has totally no idea what to work as. totally no experience in anything at all. haha.

hopefully can get good job offers before graduation! meanwhile looking forward to taiwan trip! taiwan taiwan taiwan!! ((((:

2011-01-27T12:29:00.002+08:00

everyone is on their way to the first draft submission. im still stuck with my survey and awaiting for HDB to reply me. GOODNESS. tml is the deadline which i have to wait for them. if not, i have to dig out policies that are being mentioned before and try to analysize that. and that will mean more searching of things. OMG OMG OMG. i hope HDB will be kind enough. please grant me an interview. pretty please please.

cny is around the corner. no longer having the need of going out to get new year clothings. cos there is ONLINE SHOPPING! :D plus im too broke to shop now. currently saving up to buy the heels that i saw the other day. if i get that, i will have 4 pairs of heels. and ALL from charles and keith. loyal supporter lo. hahaha.

looking forward to tuition session later cos its pay day! :)))))

2011-01-24T23:33:00.002+08:00

dreadful dreadful dreadful! this is the word that has been in my mind for the past few days. and i believe it will definitely be in there for the next few weeks. gosh.

if you are wondering, yes. im super sian about my dissertation. super super sian! going to meet my prof tml.

i feel so lazy. i wan to do nothing and score well. which i think everyone wants that too. but this time round, my laziness really dominate my desire to score well. which is OMG OMG OMG! and that cannot be happening. SIGH!

at this very moment, i really feel like just closing every single window that is opened right now, shut down the com and go to bed. i feel so not motivated at all to complete anything. what i feel like doing is copy and paste. rephrase and tada my work. if only it is that easy. i want to cry out loud! to make myself feel better. get everything out! i dunno why im feeling so suffocated!

i need you my friend. where are you my motivation?

2011-01-19T17:25:00.002+08:00

wah. i just realised im updating my blog quite often. hahaha.

anyway, going to meet the sec school girls later. like quite long nv meet them already. i think the other time i met them was before yl went china. and that should be 2 years ago? hahaha. definitely before sm is engaged. haha. well, guess going to yak alot later. haha.

was playing with my neighbour's kid earlier on and i miss ben ben! that happy little boy. laughing and dripping his saliva at the same time. so cute! haha. too bad. didnt attempt to carry him that day cos afraid he will just burst into tears the moment he is in my arms. haha. how i wish im a young kid now. free from worries and troubles. ahhhh~ dissertation is so sian!!! and i realised my prof dun have the habit of telling me that everything is fine. that worries me actually. oh no. i hope i can submit my first draft early so that i can have more time if there are alot of changes that need to be made. i need to get my survey done asap!!!

2011-01-18T00:53:00.002+08:00

received a m1 call this afternoon. a follow up from them. this time round, they offered a 20% waiver for the roaming charges. so my roaming charges is 101 plus. so after 20% discount, it will still cost me 80 plus bucks. and they could not check the recipients numbers at all. gosh. all they tell me is that the line was in overseas number so it will be the overseas telco and they cannot trace it back. so i just asked the lady: so is that one of the limitation that the telco has with regards to this issue? apparently it is. but it is ridiculous to have such arrangement.

i pay you for the roaming charges. all you tell me is that im overseas, im tapping on other network, and when i want to trace back my message history, it will be impossible for me to do so?

i wouldnt say it is the customer service officer's fault. honestly, i feel very very very paiseh to her when i didnt sound very nice over the phone. but den i think it is just crap when such things happen. i hope the manager can do something about this. though the officer had already consulted the manager.

on the side note, went out with serpens for dinner today for the jan babies celebration. thoughts start flowing. stan wasnt around. but he made the effort to call when he is on duty. awwww. almost got full attendance. wonder when will be the next gathering. who will be organising it? even christina agrees that they take for granted. well, hopefully i wun be sick by then or someone else will be there to do the job. or maybe people will just get busy with their individual lives. to be honest, school is different without the dirty yellow jokes and suaning of each other around.

2011-01-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

had dinner outside with parents and their mahjong kaki-es. on the way back, their topic in the car: kids rearing pet dogs and putting their parents in the old folks home. super xin suan.

topic was triggered after seeing my mother's ex neighbour on the streets. he is mute. he is alone. dragging a small bag. homeless. irony: he has siblings. sometimes you sympathize them. you feel like just helping them. maybe just a meal or two. help him out. but you know it wun be a long term solution. dun understand why siblings cant help him out. he is penniless. i asked my mother how he managed to eat. and apparently, it is see who is willing to give him money to eat. goodness. xin suan to the max.

i wonder next time when i have kids, will they do this to me? will they be obedient? will i have the patience to teach them well, give them the proper nutrition that they need? having a kid is seriously not a joke. it is a gamble you have to take i guess. they may treat you good. they may treat you bad. who knows.

it is just that unpredictable. and seriously, that sucks.

2011-01-14T22:26:00.002+08:00

omg. i was pissed with m1 these few days. like seriously pissed. didnt sound very nice for the past few times i called them up regarding the latest bill. beware of an angsty post ahead.

the thing is my brother went overseas in dec. so of cos there will be roaming charges cos he got use. when we received the bill in jan, there was this huge amount of 80 plus dollars spent on sms ALONE on xmas eve. at first called m1 to clarify why. cos my bro was rather sure that he didnt sent more than 5 sms a day. i mean to be honest, when one is overseas, you tend to be conscious with the usage of handphone right? so ya. the person was like telling me there might be a possibility that my brother sent 3 msg long for each msg. but if my brother is so sure that he didnt send more than 5 sms a day, the maths is just 15 msg MAX. so nvm, the first lady say she will get back to me again once she checked this out.

next day the second lady called. she was proposing of sending us the detailed itemized letter so tat we can see who we sent the msg to. so fine, sounds good. who knows, they wanted to charge each page for 5 bucks! totally wth can! for something that you guys are doing the investigation and we are paying for it? HELL NO. and managed to waive off the charges at the end.

so when i received the itemized letter, guess what i see. the recipients for the msg is the m1 message center number. well done. thank god i didnt pay 5 bucks for each page. if not, i think i will just burst. i mean seriously la. you sent me the itemized letter is to show me the recipients number right? and the customer service person told me: oh. im sorry about it. we are not sure who the recipients are cos when you are overseas, you are on the overseas network. DEN WHAT FOR YOU WANT TO SEND ME THE ITEMISED LETTER AND WANTED TO CHARGE IN THE FIRST PLACE?!?!

after a while, den she say, er okays, we will try to help you check if we are possible to track the numbers back. !!!!!! after all those pushing up of blood pressure den you tell me this? i was so pissed that i can feel that my face was burning. literally burning. goodness. maybe i have poor anger management for now. i pity the telemarketers who got my call. im sorry about it. but i cant help it. cos it is simply RIDICULOUS!

urgh! i think everytime i mention this i will just get pissed. to think that i thought their service is okays. gosh.

2011-01-12T12:16:00.002+08:00

was taking a break from the search of case studies. saw this website introduced by jiawei. so decided to give it a try.

http://www.wofs.com/index.php?option=com_jumi&fileid=7

my results:
Life will be a smooth journey for you all the way. Everything you do will be successful. You do not need to suffer or work hard. Family members that carry your surname will be famous too. You will be happy with your fortunes and the assets that you build.

i seriously hope this will happen to me. haha.

ydae was talking with jeremy in school also. learnt some interesting things about ur birthday too. quite cool. interesting lah. but he also like not very sure like that. just listen for fun also shuang. haha.

back to search for case study! i need to find 1 soon! and i hope HDB and prof reply me asap! please please please!

2011-01-11T22:21:00.002+08:00

omg. the weather is damn freaking cold! i can tahan abit of cold to be honest, but now the weather is cold till the fact that i have to wear socks to sleep! hahahaha. the image is very funny but i have to do that for a more comfortable sleep. haha. right now, the fan is off. yet, im wearing a jacket and wrapping my legs with my blanket. machiam in some cold country like that. i think i can nv visit cold countries. maybe if i ever go, i will wear like super alot of layers underneath lo. haha.

just knew that my mom went to attend computer classes. 佩服 her for the 活到老学到老精神。haha. i wish i can be like her in the future.

oh ya. btw, i have attending career talks. to be honest, it is a very depressing thing actually. when you know that your life is going to undergo a major change very very very soon. bidding farewell to education life. oh man. going to miss the studying life. all my holidays! :( thats provided i get employed soon lah. if not, it will just be sitting at home, watching dramas. haha.

2011-01-10T23:57:00.002+08:00

saw this on xinmsn. quite true actually.

10 things that may happen if fb shuts down.

1. People might actually start talking to each other again.

2. There may finally be a need to take your own photos again.

3. People would have to ask you how your day is instead of checking your profile for the answer.
(awww. that will be heart warming)

4. You might start sharing links via email again.

5. Planning events might become a chore again.
(i think organisers for events will opt for free sms if that really happens. hahaha)

6. Being poked by strangers would be abnormal again.

7. There would be an end to FarmVille.

8. It would be much harder to remember birthdays.
(but it will just show the importance of that person)

9. There might be such a thing as an “exclusive” event again.

10. Friendship would stop being a numbers game.
(so true)

2011-01-10T23:50:00.000+08:00

it has barely started and yet it had already reached a saturation point. someone please save me.

2011-01-08T23:50:00.002+08:00

went to visit grandfather in the hospital. on the way there, dad and brother were talking about their business. how they rear the fish and sell. how they succeed in everything they do. suddenly i think about myself. do i even have an aim in my life? never. was also talking to kl online this afternoon. he has been trying to learn something new in every new year. looking at myself again. sighs.

i always wanted a easy way out in whatever things i do. always hope for things to happen miraculously. which i know it is impossible. we need to fight for what we want. everyone is fighting. we need to be better than others. sucky thing about competition yeah? hate it.

sometimes i do have the urge to just work for my brother. flexible timing. but it will just create alot of tension between us i guess.

sighs. such a down post.

2011-01-08T16:12:00.003+08:00

BACK FROM KL! :)

nothing much is being done there. just alot of walking around. didnt shop alot too. but well, it is a nice getaway with the nice people. (:

hotel was abit rundown. but given the price. okays lah. and it is dirty de. as in not the haunted kind but the 'chicken' kind. hahahaha. shocked the first day when we were checking in. there were 3 girls standing outside a door. didnt think so much at first. den who knows, a guy with a towel wrapped answered the door. so ya. got it. hahaha.

dun mind going back to KL again cos missed the chance to sit in the indoor roller coaster. going to go for the ride if i were to visit KL again.

school is starting. and it is damn boring! :(

2011-01-04T16:07:00.003+08:00

went kbox with the few of serpens ydae. went the chinatown branch and the room that was given was huge! next time can go there. didnt have full attendance. but well, better than nothing. haha. not many photos either. just the one below. haha.

suddenly dunno why remembered this song and i think it is a real nice song! quite long already this song. but listening it once in a while still okays.

heading for KL tml! wooooooo~

2011-01-04T01:07:00.002+08:00

i think brother is going to employ me as a part time accounts clerk. haha. he was like asking me to 'help' him with all the accounts. so that he can learn how to rear fish. if he hires me, hmmm. it is like weird. i cannot imagine my brother giving me my salary. it is like family should just help family ma. but got financial incentive is good also lah. hahahaha! well, just help him every weekend and every end of the month. quite a simple job. from what i heard so far. just keep track of all the accounts, do up invoicing. and it is just 4 days a month? i hope so. wun take up too much of my time i hope. i still want to slack during my last sem of my study life. awww. last sem. going to miss the studying life sooooooooooooo much!

hopefully i can get tuition lobangs. just register with some agencies. hope they will call soon and tell me GOOD news! :D oh ya. im going to head toward KL from wed to fri! hopefully it will be fun too! (:

2011-01-03T14:13:00.002+08:00

caution: weird dream post ahead. and it is a super long story. and i cannot help but to laugh at myself when i think about the dream. it is full of nonsense. hahaha.

i was dreaming about snakes last night. in the first place, im super afraid of snakes lah. i think must be harry potter and the chamber of secrets triggered this dream. was watching it ydae afternoon on HBO i think. haha.

anyway, the dream started off with me seeing a snake able to glide inside out of a guy's eyes, leaving the guy unharmed. and the next second i know, he was being awarded the second prize. so i presume it was a competition. den come the performance of the first prize winner.

he and his snake were facing each other. suddenly, both opened their mouths and the snake went into the mouth of the guy. it managed to glide through his body, leaving the guy unharmed also. but initially, the guy was scared. but somehow in the dream, i can sense that he had absolute faith in the snake. so the competition is about bringing your trained snake and compete. hahaha.

so the competition ended after the first prize winner's performance. i know him in the dream. he left after performing, leaving the snake there and asking me to keep it for him. !!!! im so scared of snakes can! den he asked me to contact his assistant to help him with it. apparently, the assistant is an evil girl and she doesnt like me in the dream. so when she was being assigned the task, i can remember her saying this in the dream: you are always the one gaining the recognition while im the one clearing the shit you left behind. but she still kept the snake for the guy lah. but she had an evil plan in mind.

suddenly, the next scene was in a room where all contestants were assigned a bed with their snake in a bag. so i was sitting on the first prize winner's bed. since i know him plus it is empty. out of a sudden, got a snake managed to sneak out its bag. and its speciality is to glide around the room VERY quickly. although i was on the bed, i was still scared la. and i couldnt sit still on the bed. i jumped to the second prize winner's bed and the snake came out too. totally scare the shit out of me can.

den change scene again. ended outside at the balcony. with the first prize winner's snake gliding around. everyone was scared too. cos it is a HUGE snake. cant remember if it is cobra or python. can only remember that it is DAMN huge. dunno what happened to me also. i actually plucked up my courage and went to grab the snake! gosh. first, i grab the neck. den i pressed on the head. so its mouth went open. dunno how the fangs managed to cut me and i got poisoned in the end. backside itchy. hahaha.

i remembered my fingers were bleeding. and i remembered that i slowed down my motions. cos learnt before that once you are bit by a snake, try not to move alot. so ya. i went to a car. got yeeting, nicole, vance, weiting and gang i think. cant remember the exact people, but ya. i think agar agar like that. so ya. board the car which vance was driving, and i told the passengers on board i was poisoned by a snake. they were like omg omg omg. except for yeeting who is sitting beside me. she is damn calm lah! haha. somehow it ended up that kenny knows how to neutralise the poison. i have no idea why it is kenny. but ya. haha.

so vance drove us to kenny's place. and the antidote he gave me was just mixture of avocado and passion fruit! the weird fruits (which my clique claims) that i always eat. LOL!! so i just drank and i recovered. hahaha.

i know this is a nonsense dream. but i just want to blog about it so that when i look back at my old post, i have something to laugh at. hahahaha. if you managed to read until here, i thank you for that. haha. going for kbox tonight! woots!

and i need MORE MORE MORE money now! for taiwan and more clothes! haha. im super cash tight. cos im giving my brother a quite big ang bao. given my financial status. haha. well, it is his 21st so ya. anyone got tuition lobang, please let me know! ARIGATO! (:

2011-01-01T11:49:00.005+08:00

my first post for year 2011! :D dun really have the habit of setting any resolutions for the year. cos i know i wun be able to make it happen. no matter what. hahaha. i cant even stick to timetable. what makes myself believe i can stick to my new year resolutions? hahaha. well, nothing much about this post but just some photos from the xmas gatherings. not full yet but, better than nothing. shall upload again when the camera ladies upload onto facebook! meanwhile, have an awesome one ahead people! :D

the second xmas with serpens! hope this will be a yearly occassion. (:

the gathering that happened with the power of facebook and the enthu-ness in QY - THE PRIMARY SCHOOL XMAS! :D

still missing out on the dearest girls photos and JC photos. hope they will upload soon! (: HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! (:

2010-12-29T13:31:00.002+08:00

so sad. xmas parties are all over! :( it also means no more slacking and time to bury myself in the task list for dissertation. the rest are so stressed. so scary.....

well, this year christmas is fun! really awesome! with different groups of wonderful people! serpens, primary school friends, jc friends, loved ones. <3 received nice presents too. though some are being requested. hahaha.

now i have a body shop gift set, a husky soft toy, $27 richer, a table lamp and some wine. wooooo. xmas is so fun! hope next year will be wonderful too! :D

2010-12-23T11:16:00.002+08:00

mother is always so 'lucky' to win something from lucky draws. she always tio those phone calls, telling her that she had won some prizes and something. this is the first time when i heard her hanging up the phone so quickly. normally she will crap with them for a very long time. haha. well. i think they really got onto her nerves now. haha.

had an awesome night with the serpens ydae at stan's place. photos will only be up in facebook by jody and jieyi. mine was being brought to isarel. haha. present exchange is forever so fun. jun jun always make the gathering more lively. as usual, too much food for potluck. random talking after present exchange. simply just love the time when we gather together. guess it will be rare to gather in the future. some of them already start working already. lets see if others will take initiative to meet up anot. sometimes it is real tiring to keep organising for things. though you know some will appreciate. but well, it will be better if appreciation could be shown through actions. HAHA.

brother is totally having fun in isarel i guess. cos i think he dun have much phone calls also. tried not to bother him on his trip. and he spent 400 USD ydae lah. damn rich. i think i will just be very heart pain. haha. well, it serves as a reminder to me. it is time to save for taiwan trip. hopefully it will really come true. haha.

2010-12-21T23:18:00.002+08:00

oh my. was watching a thai show just now. yes thai show. haha. its actually a movie lah. the guy quite handsome and cute. i didnt expect myself to complete it actually. but well, it is nice to watch when you dun wan to do anything else other than slack. haha. its called 初戀這件小事. its about 2h long. abit draggy though. but well, still touching. though expected the storyline too. haha. going to watch sky of love again. i still remembered how yt cried in the cinema. shocked me the first time. haha.

2010-12-20T14:50:00.002+08:00

gosh. my phone has been ringing like more than 5 times since morning. and each time it rings, my heartbeat really increased. though the first few calls scared me out of the bed cos i was sleeping still. haha. first woke up at 745 to deal with some orders. settled it at about 830. went back to sleep and got woke up at 10 plus to deal with another order. and my phone rang again when i went back to sleep for another few minutes. zzzzzzz. finally i woke up to another order at 1250. couldnt really rest well. zzzzz.

today is like quite hectic. i guess for the next few days my blog posts will be about my brother's business. my whining. my complaints. well. this is the way to get it out i guess. haha.

back to fringe. hehe.

2010-12-19T10:44:00.002+08:00

off brother go for his isarel trip. hopefully he enjoy this trip cos he spent quite abit on this trip. well, though i have to handle his business thing, at least i have a car to travel around! hehe. pray hard everything goes smoothly. *pray*

and i seriously hope that HDB will reply me SOON. like real SOON. i cant seem to start on dissertation again cos im hooked to FRINGE! its like im completing season 2 already lah! left 3 more episodes. and i have been playing mahjong. 3 days for this week. how much work can be done sia? haha. well, good news from mahjong is i can settle my christmas shopping with my profits! MUAHAHAHA. and im going to chiong finish fringe season 2 today if possible. actually it is highly possible. left with 4 more episodes. haha. fringe fringe fringe! (:

oh ya. another thing is. exams results are coming out soon. OMG. like on tuesday? OMG OMG OMG. somehow really dun dare to check the results. no confidence. or maybe the fear of doing real badly. well. everything is fixed.

btw, did i mentioned that i had an awesome day out with yi on fri? (:

2010-12-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

i thought i could take a break during this holiday. looks like i cant. and the thing that is keeping me busy isnt my dissertation. it is my brother's business!!!! roars. he just came back from shanghai. and he is only going to be back for 2 days. and tml he is flying off to Israel! guess how many days he will be away for? TEN DAYS!! *faints* this time my job scope has expanded. practically doing his business liao. gosh.

guess the following is whats gonna happen for the next few days when he is away:

1. wake up EARLY in the morning to check email
2. do whatever orders for that day
3. feeling tensed and pray REAL hard that nothing crops up and no one do any stunts. seriously, for the past few days, my heart raced whenever my phone rings. gosh.
4. (which is roughly about 5pm to 6pm) relieved and enjoy the night

im going to go through this torturous period for 10 days. hopefully all parties at night will make it up! looking forward! excited! (:

2010-12-15T17:38:00.002+08:00

seriously, so what if im an undergrad? does that means that my handwriting must be very nice and neat and PERFECT? seriously. what a comment to make when i just wrote on the cheque. and ya. im having my holidays. but does that mean that im the ONLY person who is free in the family? so what if you can be louder than us? that doesnt mean that you are in the right always. and you really dun understand how people feel. you just make your comments STRAIGHT in their faces, be it they like it or dont. URGH!

goodness. im easily easily pissed these days. really easy.

2010-12-14T13:30:00.002+08:00

omg. this is even more stressed than anything. cos brother is in shanghai now. so meanwhile i would have to help him out with his business a little. if everything goes on smoothly den it is still okays. but den when something crops up, omg. the feeling is like super stressed! cos the thing is i dunno how to solve this. can call my brother lah. but can also imagine how pekcek he can get when things crop up when he is on a holiday. think he is not exactly on a holiday la. more of like meeting more business partners i think. haha. well well, now got one crisis. pray hard that everything will be fine. now i know how pekcek my brother can get sometimes when things crop up.

2010-12-13T11:21:00.009+08:00

goodness. have been feeling sick for the past few days. like want to sick den dun wan to sick. so xin ku. but well, everything is fine now. luckily.

finally met my prof again. and the things she said is the same things she told me the other time. thought could have change the direction a little so that it will be easier. but sad to say, i cannot change. :( well, need a little favour from some of you who are reading my blog. (actually also agar know who is reading. hahaha.) if you all happened to know about smart homes in international context, preferably in the public housing examples, let me know k? like smart public housing. im like so not knowledgeable in the local context. let alone the international context. haha. well, i shall just pray for the best! :)

temper is getting real bad these days. im only pissed with my father most of the time. is it because it is him or it is the way he say things sometimes? i mean i do respect him as my dad. but sometimes, its just so.... aiya. hated the 'father' role. like they are in control or everything kind of thing. and i dun like the way he assume things based on what he sees. well, it is just one incident for now. and i hope there wun be anymore coming up of cos.

anyway some photos on nov + dec babies's bdae celebration! :D didnt take alot of photos that day actually. :x

the nov and dec babies! (: went for zi char at commonwealth. they are famous for the butter ribs! ITS REALLY NICE!!! but u must like milk powder lah. cos they mixed it with milk powder. quite cool right? hah.

then we headed for k. the guys are just super bored. guess this is what happens when large group of people go kbox. haha.

not alot of camwhoring. guess everyone was tired. haha.

2010-12-07T21:56:00.003+08:00

had my follow up check up ydae. and to my surprise, i shrunk by a cm and grew heavier by 2kg. OMG. what happened to me sia? but well, many were happy that i gained weight. but the thing is that im gaining weight at the wrong place. if the weight can be gained somewhere higher, i dun mind lah. hahahahahaha.

this follow up is for my irregular menses. which i think it is normal among singaporeans. but well, since they referred me, den i just go lo. check everything crystal clear better than leave things hanging there also. so yup. the doctor asked about medical history, height and weight. den he paused. den he went like this: hmmm. everything is normal. i dunno why they referred you here. *faints* well, maybe back then, a little underweight so yup. cos weight have effect on regularity of menses also. so ya. well. i was just like. why are the doctors wondering whats wrong with me when i consult them? the other time also like that. when i went for blood test and consulted the doctor for follow up, he asked me what he can do for me. i was huh? i thought he is supposed to 'enlighten' me on my condition? haha. weird.

anyway, things seem to be fine for now. waiting for my cardiac and orthopedic appointment. these are the more important ones. hopefully everything will be fine! :D

going to meet my prof tml. like finally. i need to be more pro-active. i need to be responsible for my own actions. sound like some great mission. but ya. quite lah.

christmas is coming! :D

2010-12-05T12:16:00.002+08:00

goodness. just had a weird and long dream. feel as though i didnt sleep like that. too engrossed in the dream. haha.

have been slacking my days away these few days. watching hk drama. which i managed to complete already. haha. seeking for another drama to watch. hehe.

this month must earn money money! xmas spending a bomb. jan younger brother 21st. hmm. means this month less online shopping. which i think i have significantly cut down alot liao. haha.

well, happy holidays to you people! :D

2010-11-29T23:45:00.002+08:00

worst exams ever. first, i didnt even had the exam mood to begin with. second, lack of concentration. third. i dun feel satisfied when i exit the exam hall. to be honest, i dun even feel that i have the zi ge to expect from anything. well, it is over. no point dwelling. it is just that.... sighs.. really worst exams so far. dunno what to feel after every paper. URGH!

2010-11-27T22:11:00.002+08:00

OMG! i cant believe it! he is MR SEA!?! AS IN SOUTH EAST ASIA!!! SERIOUSLY?! come on lah! i can easily find more handsome guys than him can! like on the streets anyhow grab also can lah. OMG OMG OMG! i still cannot believe it lah!

anyway in case some of you are lost, there is this guy in jj who wins mr SEA which it is like HUH?!?!?! not say he is not good looking. but to be honest, he is not THAT good looking to be mr SEA can. im just shocked and i need to get it out. hahahaha.

2010-11-27T16:24:00.002+08:00

policy paper is a killer. really killed me. i dunno how to feel when i came out of the exam hall. i feel like crying but i cant cry it out. but well, luckily nv cry also lah. there is nothing much i can do about it. actually got lah. that is to pray really really hard that miracle will happen. but miracles dun always happen.

im worried for this sem. when i know i dun have the concentration to do anything and learn anything. in the past, at least i can still absorb a little during lecture. this sem it is like aiya. refer to notes lah. in the end, the outcome is i cant absorb! damn.

ahhhh! hopefully i can tide over this 'crisis' im scared. really.

2010-11-25T19:05:00.001+08:00

omg. im going to have exams tml. and im only half done. and the other half is the heavier part. kill me man. the only thing i can do now is to pray really really really really hard. i hate this feeling seriously.

2010-11-23T19:05:00.001+08:00

just being random. but im hoping for good complexion. :( how i wish one day i can say this. good bye pores. good bye wrinkles. ahhhhhh~

2010-11-19T18:57:00.003+08:00

goodness. policy is seriously killing me. what is it going to do with real estate? i cant draw the link. i feel like just tearing the papers up. at first i thought everything should be fine. but den after what the prof say about nothing can be found in the notes, it is like: so what is the point of studying his notes? what is he going to test on? it is SOOOOO broad! and the best thing is that there are 2 parts to the exams. writing 4 essays in 2.5 hours. ahhhhh~ it feels so like ethics modules. nothing is going in. dunno what is going to be tested. and if the results i got for ethics is going to be the results im getting for policy, i think i can go and die already.

can someone tell me how to study? and why does singapore has so many irritating policies? they should just keep it to themselves. dun release the papers to make people suffer. stupid transparency. URGH!

anyway, being stressed for a month, i cant believe that i still manage to gain weight. though not alot. but ya. 1kg btw. hahahaha. and the dietian hopes i can gain more. well, thats what everyone hopes for me i guess. haha.

praying real hard that miracles can happen to me once again. pretty pretty please!

2010-11-15T23:52:00.002+08:00

just had an awesome presentation this afternoon! and final presentation is over! well, this presentation is going to be the last presentation that the 7 of us is going to have together. cos stan and tj are going to grad already. oh man. it is like 3.5 years already lah. time really flies. going to miss them real bad. all the dirty jokes. 27590. luncheon meat. ice cream. omg. it will all be different without them around in school. all the best for you guys! :D

anyway the short video that our group used for our project. and lecturer loved it! woots! :D